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I wish these days would go by faster. I miss it.

elyse made me go to an aerobic-like class for soccer moms in my high school cafeteria. i saw jessica brown's mother there and we had one of our friendly chats before we started sweating. i never talk to jessica anymore. i honestly cannot remember the last time i even saw her. despite my attempt to take the class seriously, i could not help but ( Read more... )

there's a documentary on the history channel about the oklahoma city bombing & today sarah watched fahrenheit 911 in my room.  i feel almost ashamed.  i don't remember the bombing or the OJ simpson trial or the details of the clinton administration or my childhood.  i didn't even feeling anything about september 11.  i just want Bush out of office.

tonight i tried to exfoliate my feet with an old toothbrush

this morning i woke up and found that i had been sleeping on a pencil.  (un)fortunately there are no scars to tend to or show people.  last night i forgot i had a test review session this morning & that made it hard to fall asleep.  knowing that i have something to do keeps me in dream-land. only last night i did not have a dream.  i think when i ( Read more... )

i am in shock shock shock. faye is not coming home this summer. she would rather stay in kansas city with four girls she only met this year and work the whole summer instead of coming home to see us.

philadelphia is better.

i have noticed a sudden interest in summer from my ex-classmates.

last night was sweetly concluded with painted red fingernails & a downloaded the virgin suicides & microwave popcorn & a dark dark room.

my room smells like the worst kind of alcohol due to sarah's newly discovered alcoholism. the toxins are making me nauseated and my left eye is really blurry ( Read more... )