Ok so basically this year was INSANELY busy I can't believe that I am a senior now where did all that time go?! This past year has been a complete blurr to me I am not sure if it was because it was traumatic or just because I simply had no time for anything @ all. I am going to keep this up-to-date this summer I really will! So this is what has ( Read more... )

ok so 3 weeks ago this coming friday (the 24 of March) Dan (step dad) thought it be ok to go on a date... WRONG ( Read more... )

I just thought I'd put this up its my Mom's obits/ Guest Book page online incase anyone wants it .....

http://www.legacy.com/mainetoday%2Dpressherald/Obituaries.asp?Page=LifeStory&PersonID=16842684

~*~Bea~*~

So today was my first day back to school. The past two days have been so hard for me. Her funeral was beautiful I think everything was how she wanted it to be. Visiting hours were easy for me just because it was full of people talking and what not her funeral was hard I am not going to lie but it wasn't as tramatizing as I exspected. The Leo club ( Read more... )

R.I.P.

Yesterday @ 6 o'clock AM Sarah Shaw left us
She will always be remembered as one who was always smiling
making us laugh
and ALWAYS a fighter
She was an amazing women and will never be 
forgotten
she is loved and miss by many
especially me
I miss you Mom....

My Mom lost her battle with cancer 
she is loved by so many people
and I'm glad you all
care so ( Read more... )

Thats see I just wanted to get this out there I think High School drama is completely and totally RETARDED! Honestly people can't we all just get along and see things from other people's perspectives ( Read more... )

So yeah its pretty much a living hell being in my home between Paul trashing it Dan's lack of parental guidance for him and no one superving him its a wonder I haven't lost my mind. I have to be his parent pretty much his means of transportation and make sure he gets what he needs because Dan never having kids doesn't know how to do anything but ( Read more... )

So yeah I found out Tuesday night that Mom only has 3-6 months if that... Paul found out wednesday when she called the school. I dunno I love her to pieces and this is really hard but like she told me at least she will no longer be in any pain. I am trying to focuz on that to make this easier on myself. Its not like I didn't see this coming either ( Read more... )

Your Birthdate: September 28
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So thats see ( Read more... )