you really want to know how i feel.

i feel like shit.

honestly.

so screw it all...

im going to cut all my hair off.

cuz i know it cant look any worse.

sooooooo, screw it all....

then to make things worse, i realized i dont even have any real friends anymore.

name one.....

point made....

i hate everything

i cant stand it anymore.
true i dont update this at all anymore. but i had to vent somewhere.

Chicago. great. 
end of school. amazing.
Present. crappy.

so in case you didnt hear. i met an amazing guy. well i didnt "meet" him, ive had him for class all year. but the last few weeks of school we got really close.
he likes me. or did. i dont know.
god. i feel ( Read more... )

where my whole family cries....

its ok when i cry...
not every one else...
=[

BAHHHHH

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seriously how ditzy can i get.... i amaze myself at how stupid i can be.... its ridiculous.. ugh .... lol

but im still auditioning for musical theatre. cuz i still dont know if i got in video tech.... ughhhh... but school is stress.... all the videos. all the different projects i have to do... ugh!

but yeah. Chicago opens tomorrow night.... last time ( Read more... )

i made chicago
lol
so just in case you didnt know, there ya go... lol
im a dancer, i do all the chorus stuff.
but yeah, its greatness.

tonight was werid....
robert messaged me.
my first response was shock lol
we dont talk.
but we did, and ALOT came up,
and it was great
you know i really did miss him

first loves dont die
real friendships dont die
<3

im an extremly ( Read more... )

i havent been that nervous in forever ( Read more... )

i realized
that
i really really love him.....

a year and a half =]
and hes still there......

he called  me babe
hehehe
he still does. lol

hes so cute.

why.... why must i love the ONE guy i cant have.... 
well i cant have ALOT of guys, but he loves me back =]
god, i miss him

BWAHAH

brandon wants me back

BWAHAHAHAHAHAHA

nice try.... but i LEARN from my mistakes.......

Single Girl. and HAPPY

so its been awhile and im really not into writing here as much. i really dont have anything to talk about. my trip was AMAZING!!!! it was the best..... i wish it would have lasted longer ( Read more... )

i dont have time to update this anymore. im too busy with my myspace to even look at LJ. lloll ( Read more... )