i never have time to write down everything that is happening

me and the boy are ok again =]
i missed my dorkwad. ♥

finished english TAKS today.

exhausted.
ugh

but school is good. no braces for another 4 weeks!!! yay
life is pretty great.

Dear Boy,
     I never would really write this. i never would really tell you everything i want to. i couldnt. but i would love to. and i wanted to let you know everything that ran through my head lately.  I really just want you to know that i feel horrible about ending everything this way. by just leaving every moment unfinished and every thought ( Read more... )

i hope my brother dies

because i HATE him.

not dislike, not annoyed by, not irratated.
i hate him. passionately.

and i hope when i graduate i never see that scum piece of trash ever again

=] ♥

wow ( Read more... )

yesss....
i LOVE swimming =]
at 7 am.
=D

me and my bro went to go swim laps 
the lifegaurd (angel) was awesome 
hehehe
i think me and him talked more than i swam haha
but i got a good 12 laps in....
i WILL lose these 8 pounds. 
i will

ok besides the extremly weird odd dreams ive been having ( Read more... )

karma

i hope it bites you hard

=D

kiss kiss
Bri

no matter what i do. im a freakin screw up anyway ( Read more... )

too happy to be this sad.

honestly this summer isnt "great"

im still looking for a job.
waiting on my license
waiting for the sky to fall
all that jazz.

but let me tell ya.
whenn i talk to that boy i swear. its neverending smiles.
we 'fight' over stupid things.
and i love it.
he so amazing.

but today is 7-07-07... the dayy i was looking forward too for the ( Read more... )

you all leave anyway...
dad left tonight.
who knows where hes going...
i left. i just walked around the neighbrhood for a while.

cuz im sick of all this fighting.
for once i just want to be truely JOYFUL.

and i was.

omg i was.

last night... well EARLY this morning, was awesome.
talking to the boy for hours. cuz he wants to talk to me =]
you know how happy ( Read more... )