Well it's just me and the girls for the weekend......scary thought!!!! I am not sure if I will sleep all that much this weekend...tend not to sleep that well at night when Chris isn't around.....gonna be interesting!! I work tonight and tomorrow night so that won't be too bad....but may be up until all godly hours until Sunday when he is home! It ( Read more... )

Life has been pretty dull as of late....work, work, work, oh yeah did I mention work??? That seems to be all that I do now, which has it's upside but it also has it's downside too, and it's the downside that I am not liking at all!!! I feel that the more I work the more my kids will resent me later on, and I so don't want that to happen, especially ( Read more... )

So I am coming up on a month since I had my tubes done and the reality has finally kicked me in the ass that I am no longer able to have children anymore. I think that it's due in part to the fact that I have my period right now and for most women that is a sign that they are able to have a child. I don't know anymore, I know that for health issues ( Read more... )

So the reality of getting my tubes tied(well clamped really if you want to get technical) came about a week ago while I was visiting a friend and her newborn daughter. As I was holding her the reality set in that I am never again going to experience the whole pregnancy thing, the long and horrible labor(even shitty experiences aside, I am gonna ( Read more... )

So I am finally closing a chapter of my life---for good! As of April 12 I will no longer be able to have kids in the "natural" aspect of things. After waiting for a long 8 months I will be having my tubes done, as so closes the door to that part of my life pretty much forever. I had prepared myself mentally for this day but now that it is fast ( Read more... )

So I am having one of those days, weeks, whatever you want to call it where I feel like I am being somewhat used. I started taking a friend's kid to school last month after she had her baby, and Chris has been picking him up as well, and now I am at the point where I am really feeling like she is starting to use us. At first I didn't have a problem ( Read more... )

So I am having one of those days where I have simply had it with the world! It started on Friday when I woke up with no voice, not cool! Some people are so rude that it makes me just want to slap them, I had so many people accuse me of being so "deathly" ill that I shouldn't be at work, let alone around people in general! First off, if I thought ( Read more... )

So here we are as another week comes to an end and another is about to start, and I think about where this last week has gone in such a hurry. We ran Janelle's sleep test last Monday at home, it wasn't at all what I expected it to be like, but I just don't know what I was expecting. Anyways, so we go to this respitory sleep specialist guy, or ( Read more... )

So just when we thought that all of our medical issues were done and over with, we once again were wrong!!!! Took Janelle into to see the Dr. to have a regular check-up and to talk to him about her sleeping patterns. Just from what I explained to him, he says that it sounds like she has sleep apthnia, which I guess is very uncomommon in children, ( Read more... )

It is so hard to believe that yet another year is just about "dead" and gone! As 2007 is fast approaching, I am reminded out how much this past year has been so turbulant. The year started off with a phone call telling us that is was just a matter of time before Chris' eleven year old cousin, who was fighting cancer, would finally succumb to the ( Read more... )