I found a remnant of you ( Read more... )

I was at home, sitting on the back porch, reading Pablo Neruda's 'Intimacies' while simultaneously listening to Django Reinhardt, while smoking a cigarette.

There's nothing like an online test from Psychology Today to confirm how you feel.


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How does one create a magical world? A true magical world, filled with enchantment, wonder? I want it so bad; to have clouds that taste like cotton candy, and animals that were fierce yet loving and gentle; and trees that talked, and oceans that roared. And genies and sorcerers that granted wishes, and hidden tree houses, away from worry and ( Read more... )

The window of opportunity feels like it's closing on me, and so many things are happening so fast. And I'm trying to just find one thing at a time to focus on, but then I feel so guilty for even thinking about myself in this time, but i feel like i don't even know who i am anymore ( Read more... )

All the pretty girls, and all the handsome guys.....how i long to be....

The past week has been so draining: now the questions circle in my head ( Read more... )

To be
To want
To wish
To walk
To breathe
To hope
To accept
To desire
To run
To weep
To allow
To enjoy
To understand
To dream
To aspire
To worry
To fail
To sing
To navigate
To drown
To bruise
To choose
To stare
To hate
To laugh

That I am.
Therefore I change.

Waiting on my angel to come ( Read more... )

I don't really feel like crying or writing right now; but so many emotions and changes are happening that all I can do is cry and write and worry and talk about my feelings and desire to change so much that it hurts; then realize all the other emotions, and the circles, and the weight, and the balance. Everything just seems so pointless, everything ( Read more... )