“I have a lot more patience for others than I have for myself, and I’m much better at bringing out the best in others than in myself. That’s just the kind of person I am. I’m the scratchy stuff on the side of the matchbox. But that’s fine with me. I don’t mind at all. Better to be a first-class matchbox than a second-class match.”

I found the letter you wrote me so long ago ( Read more... )

saying again
if you do not teach me I shall not learn
saying again there is a last
even of last times
last times of begging
last times of loving
of knowing not knowing pretending
a last even of last times of saying
if you do not love me I shall not be loved
if I do not love you I shall not love

the churn of stale words in the heart again
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gotta do what makes ya happy.
Life's too short for anything else.

man, you really just DON'T shut up, do you?
You are truly one of my least favorite people ever.

You have to live with your mistakes.
And because of that, thankfully, I don't have to live with mine.

I miss the silliest things.

This is getting to a point where I'm getting physically affected by my emotions.
I can't stop losing weight. I can't sleep, but I lay in bed all the time.

I don't know what to do. But what I'm doing now is killing me.

"no
you dont realize my love for you
i havent wanted anything but you
i never wanted to fuck you
i just wanted you
as a person
who i loved
i mean for fucks sake, i have kissed you but a handful of times
you must know that i didn't want to get in your pants

you never seemed to want to be around me
is it because i'm ugly
do you find me embrassing
embarrassing
i ( Read more... )

Love is so short, forgetting is so long.
-Pablo Neruda