I'm trying my best to keep from crying. I know you don't deserve my tears. You never did ( Read more... )

I haven't slept any substantial amount in over a week ( Read more... )

I picture you in the sun wondering what went wrong
And falling down on your knees asking for sympathy
And being caught in between all you wish for and all you seen
And trying to find anything you can feel that you can believe in

I love you always, Brendan.

Alright, I need to marry rich.


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My horoscope for today:

Cancer
-Happy circumstances with regard to your social life could quickly chase away the doldrums. Actually, your present relationships are likely to become more meaningful owing to what occurs.

Alright. A big thanks to the universe for hearing me out this time.

I am unbelievably sad right now ( Read more... )

I didn't know I was capable of this much hate.

I don't know when I became such a recluse.
I guess it's always been there.

to the point- I hate it here.

I decided to take a semester off.
And I think it might be the best decision I've made in a long time.