my lack of faith in myself makes everyone around me lose faith in me, which makes me see myself as even smaller than i am. i need to stop being scared of what could happen and just jump.

i feel like i go back and forth about decisions more than anything ever. i hate letting other people know about what i plan to do, especially when it is something that i think i will really enjoy, because i get more worried about their responses will be and what their responses are and why they are responding that way that all the fun of what i ( Read more... )

200) My middle name:
Paula Feerick

199) I was born in:
NY

198) I am really:
annoying and obnoxious

197) My phone is:
making me mad, recently

196) My eye color is:
green

194) My ring size is:
8ish

193) My height is:
5'10

192) I am allergic to:
spring. fresh fruit. anything i don't like. other people touching my food.

191) I was born on:
a hospital bed

190) I am ( Read more... )

redo as of tonight: coloquiz

i am constantly exhausted and i feel so out of touch with everyone and i don't know how to change that because the only thing i enjoy doing right now is crawling into bed with my pjs and a book as soon as i get home from work =[
i miss my friends and me.

i don't know who to talk to about anything because i don't think anyone fully understands and that's probably my biggest issue right now.

i am a cranky son-of-a-bitch when i don't get my way and i expect to, immediately.

for me, just to remember: colorquiz.com
now to work on everything i've been putting off all day. 830am, done with junior year of college and a full week of debauchery and sleeping late will begin =]

i hate finals and i can't get myself to care about the 2 tests i'm taking in the next two days. i don't understand having to memorize things just to take a test, especially when the teachers themselves state, plainly, that they know we are only memorizing things for tests. i may get slightly lower grades on some of the papers in classes i don't ( Read more... )

i would really like for my boyfriend to treat me like his girlfriend in more ways than having sex with me and saying that he loves me and bringing me to his parents' house so i can be even more frightened for our future because i don't want to end up like them. i would really like for him to write me notes and to tell me i'm pretty without me ( Read more... )