dis is mah xanga entur if yew dare.

seriously though LJ is pissing me off again. RESORTING BACK TO XANGA IT'S AWESOMENESSERAGE!

...i cherish every moment we spend together, no matter how short the time may be... i just wish i could be more than your secret (although i guess i understand the circumstances)... every single moment is taken to heart and makes me realize how much i wish we were still together...

so here's the work schedule for y'all:
tomorrow 6 - 10
HAVE OFF ( Read more... )

another night
spent holding tight
to the pillow, her only comfort
tears from those blue eyes
her silent cries
go unheard in her dark, empty room
tears born in her eyes, travel down her face
then silently die on the white pillowcase
as she relives her hurt in her mind
slowly but surely she slips away
unconsiousness, her favorite part of the day
her ( Read more... )

to my bestest bestest fwiend... i drew you a prity picture of your initials like you told me to yesterday because i was bored during class. it's kinda small but it's okie lookin i guess... but yeah i'll give it to you if//when you come visit me tomorrow... hehe :)

oh and i also wanna say sorry for not IMing you back last night... i had been already ( Read more... )

word of the night:  fuckcake.

cheers.

hey kids what's up? just wanna say happy valentine's day to everyone. hope y'all have a grand day with your loves. <3

at least you're not at kohls from four to ten tonight (and close the store at that) like i am. blah oh well i have off tomorrow. and maybe (hopefully) will get to see my bestest friend tomorrow but that all depends on him...

i'm ( Read more... )

i've been having really awkward dreams lately. i don't understand any of it. friday night i had a dream. it was two of my aunts, my mom, one of my cousins, and me, we were all at the mall... to make a long story short, i ran into him and we started talking and i asked him what the deal was with "him and herand he said he's just playing games with ( Read more... )

Why is life so difficult?
Why can't I see one thing straight?
Why am I constantly blinded by words?
Why does it seem as though my life is deteriorating right before my eyes?
Why do I feel the need to cry every night?
Why can't I ever find true happiness in what I do?
Why is depression one of my favorite states of mind?
Why is physical pain so ( Read more... )

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we drive tonight and you are by my side. we're talking about our lives ( Read more... )