I wish that for just once I could go back and relive the childhood ( Read more... )

I AM COMPLETELY BORED OUT OF MY FUCKING MIND! SO I'M POSTING THIS SHIT BECAUSE I AM. BLAHBLAH and this cd has me fucking hyper as hell! Gotta love MEST!!!!!!

...my new paper smells like a leather jacket.
...my throat hurts. i think i have throat cancer.
...*and all i can think of are ways to die alone...* daniel johns is a fucking god. ( Read more... )

Just a couple of thanks here:

Casey -- Thank you for just completely being there for me today... it really meant a lot just talking with you. You've been nothing but super nice to me since we started talking, and I appreciate that too. So thanks again.

Atch and James -- I owe you my life like twenty times over again. You ( Read more... )

So I think all is well again in the love department. (hehe that phrase sounds really really retarded... *fake conversation* "Where would I find lingerie?" "Oh, Love Department, aisle 5." "What about sex toys?" "...:hesitates: Excitement Video.") Haha good times, good times. But anywho I don't know why I was thinking the way I was... well I actually ( Read more... )

hey... um this entry is mainly to one person. i know i haven't been too great of a person lately and i really really don't mean to be like this. because the truth is that i haven't been happier since i knew you. and the last thing that i'm trying to do is push you away but i'm aware that's exactly what i'm on my way of doing. i don't want to go ( Read more... )

justsayitsover <--- don't ask me why i made it. i was bored. besides, lj is starting to be really weird sometimes.

So it's snowing. Again. Which means I'll be stuck in my house all weekend. Blah I hate it so fucking much here... my dad's been a real dickhead the past two days. Blahblah but oh well who cares, right?

I really can't wait til this ( Read more... )

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each minor scar tells a little story of each time i cried and ended up stronger than before

it's times like these i wish i just had a place to go to just to get away. a place to go where i know i'd be undoubtably happy. being at this house around intoxicated parents is not where i want to be. one bit. and i have no one to turn to...

then again, ( Read more... )

Wootnessage, I just realized that my birthday is in EXACTLY 5 months, to the day! Nineteen years old, buddy! YEEEEAH I'm an idiot.

[x] funny conversations [x]
Convo with my ten year old cousin this past Sunday
::i said something and mentioned *his* name::
austin:   "who's he?"
me:    "my boyfriend."
austin:   "bad girl..."
me:   "why am i a ( Read more... )

BRACE YOURSELF! These are VERY cheesy. But I don't much care! Wootnessage and stuff.

01/07/05
baby, you have my heart
you hold it in your hands
and i'm trusting you with everything i am
you've already shown me so much in such little time
but there's so much for me to learn
and i want you to be the one to teach me
the feeling i get when we're ( Read more... )