Billy and I have decided to divorce. It's been decided.
I know it's the best decision, so does he.
I'm in the state of mourning.
I guess I should have been the whole time we've been broken up, but everything has been so surreal.
I think my medication might be doing more harm than good.
I can't decide anything. I'm stuck in my head, but it's all ( Read more... )

I'm overwhelmed ( Read more... )

My paypal address is bethaniepepper@gmail.com

All proceeds will go to getting a place to live and setting up utitlities. The smallest of donations will be greatly appreciated.

My friend Evelyn died ( Read more... )

Today Darlene and I threw a baby shower for Peppie, it was nice. And tiring. *yawn ( Read more... )

I noticed yesterday that I am in a perpetual state of trying to get back to a certain place in my mind. A happy place, a whole place. A place that felt good, that felt like I had/have meaning and purpose, inspiration, motivation, ambition.......clarity.
I'm trying to channel my thoughts to what they were when I lived with my Aunt Bethany in ( Read more... )

I just finished reading a book for the second time since before Aisy was born! I'm so thrilled. It was awesome, I'm pleased. I am making a gigantic effort to read more, it's paying off. I'm not sure which book I'm going to read next. I might try to get through The Physics of Immortality, but it's such heavy reading and kind of difficult to get into ( Read more... )

I never feel like I have anything to say anymore. I realize that this is draining my brain skillz and I need to keep up with myself in order to not blend into the background of life. I've become lazy. I plan to do a lot more reading, writing, painting, and general creating...starting a few days ago. On Saturday I read, "The Perks of Being a ( Read more... )

I am in the process of miscarrying. For anyone who was wondering or cares ( Read more... )

Today we went to the Holi festival with BFF Sarah. It was so much fun. Aisy had a total blast. She looked like a god and everyone treated her like one. It was so much fun to throw colorful powder and liquids at strangers. I loved it! We were soaked and covered in color by the end of it! I'll post some pictures at the entries end.
I started the 30 ( Read more... )