You know how I was sad about my wife not going to CA with me? Well she is now! Yes, yes it's going to be a wonderful trip, and I hope I get to make it many times with my dearest. Wish us luck.
I've been in a bad mood for the past few days. I feel I've been taking it out on my girlfriend...i'm so sorry honey, you are an amazing person for dealing with me.
Okay then so we're going to try it out as friends, we have done this before twice in fact. But i think this is for real this time....Sadly. I miss you.
so ya Friday was pretty good. Today...eh not so much. I don't get it sometimes....Whatever fuck it, its not like this is new. I miss things being stable, You only got one shot do not miss your chance to blow.
Well I'm back from CA came home the 5th Spent time with my girlfriend and then came home for a bit. Anyway, this 22nd would have been our 6 month mark but i think shes going to be with some people tied to a chair. Can't say I'm happy about that but I can't do anything about it. Oh well. But hey its good to be home and to see her.
Got all packed up and ready to leave to CA for two weeks, kinda pumped up but sad at the same time.
I will be in the death trap that they call an airplane for 5 hours....Dammit.
Hey I will get to see the people that i don't love!! Great isn't it? I'm leaving the one person that i do love to see the others that I don't. That makes sense?