Having new boyfriend is undescribable =) I honestly honestly honestly have never been treated so well =) =) =)

I just wanted to give a little update ( Read more... )

I just don't know how to deal with this anymore. I'm so tired of hearing, "It just takes time, it just takes time." Sorry, I know you're trying to help and I appreciate it - but that's bullshit. It's been nearly 2 months, and I am no less heartbroken than I was from the day we broke up. I think my record of NOT crying over this has been about 3 ( Read more... )

No one's been updating, and i haven't in quite sometime.... so hi!

I just wanted to give a quick update since my last entry wasn't exactly chipper. But yeah, I've been home for about a month now and it feels so good. I've been feeling really accomplished in helping my parents out with all the work they need done. We're gonna be putting my house and my grandmom's house up for sale. If our house sells first, we'll ( Read more... )

I'm getting really worried about some of my grades. I've managed to keep every GPA each semester over a 3.0, and I would REALLY like to keep it that way. But this semester I'm stuck with Quantitative Business Statistics and Bio... Math and Science, my worst subject. I've got a D in both of them. And now I have the dilemma of deciding whether or not ( Read more... )

I hate how I'm so emo on all these past entries. That's not me, at least its not me anymore.
I think last year I was actually depressed... I hated school, I hated myself, I couldn't do anything to make myself happy.

NOW.... 
I couldn't be happier. With the exception of the venting I did in the last post, things are great. It's amazing how much ( Read more... )

Weather for Tomorrow:

Blustery with snow showers. High 33F. Winds W at 20 to 30 mph. Chance of snow 60%. Winds could occasionally gust over 40 mph.

argh :-(    It was over 80 degrees yesterday. Where did spring go? And yes, its already snowing.

Why does it seem like the world tries to shut me out?.. Like it actually tries to make me feel invisible?

I couldn't be more tired of it. And no don't think you haven't done anything to make me feel this way. It includes EVERYONEwho may even read this, anyone I have ever met, every single person. Everyone who once called themselves friends but now ( Read more... )

I guess its been awhile since i've posted anything on here.

Well like two weeks ago we were home Tuesday-Sunday because of family stuff with Andy. Then while we were home, my dog dies. I mean, i was glad i was home for it, but it sucked, bad... mostly because he literally couldn't breathe. I had to watch it until we took him to the vet... in which ( Read more... )