I just want to know why I am at the bottom of the hill... Why am I always the one that does what no one else wants to do? Why do my friends pick and choose when they talk to me like it's no big deal? Wait a minute... I don't have friends. I borrow my husbands because he feels sorry for me because I am fat and having sex with me makes him want puke ( Read more... )

Just an update on my life.

I have 5 month old twins named Jake and Jazz. That's a total of 5 kids now.

My grandfather passed away 9 days ago and I still don't believe it.

I quit smoking 3 weeks ago and it's really hard to be a quiter.

Other than that, there isn't much new on this end. Life is busy and I am tired.

It bothers me that we aren't friends anymore. I used to know some of the important stuff and now I don't even know how you are doing. You don't talk to me. I don't blame you. I'm just saying I miss you and if there was ever anything I could do for you, all you have to do is ask.

You Know You Grew Up In The 80's or Early 90's If ( Read more... )

Have you ever found yourself in a pickle that you just don't know how to deal with. I have Friend A asking how I feel about Friend B, would I date him, do I love him, would I be with him if I wasn't married? All the while I am trying to figure out if Friend B likes Friend C because Friend C likes him but won't come out and admit it. Meanwhile, ( Read more... )

Today I got out of bed, got in the shower, got the kids ready, fed them breakfast, took them to the sitter and came to work. I will be here for about 7 more hours, then I will go home, cook the kids dinner, eat with them, play for a little bit with the kids, dogs or both, get the kids into the bath, get pjs on, put them to bed, work out, watch One ( Read more... )

Christmas through Santa's eyes TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE ( Read more... )

Well, what can I say. I was on a trip to Ohio with the wife's family. For all of you that didn't know, it was to his grandpas funeral. Which happened to be the same day as my grammas was 5 years ago. I don't know why I went. I know it meant a lot to my mother and father-in-law. My husband didn't talk to me, he didn't even care that I was there. The ( Read more... )

It has been a long time since I have posted any of my own thoughts and I guess that's the reason I have this journal. Life has changed for me in many different ways. I found out that Andy did have a girlfriend, just as I suspected. The burning question is, what am I going to do about it? The answer is simeple. Nothing. I don't want to be the one ( Read more... )

No new years's day ( Read more... )