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Updates... Updates... Well... AJ and I still arent together... and i cant say that I'm happy about it... at all... Um... ... School... School... Is... school, lol. I've acquired a small group of admirers... thats always nice... NOt much else going on really. Just trying to get back into the swing of things... Well... I dont have much to say... I ( Read more... ) -
"You're everything I want and more"
Im practically in tears... No one has ever said that to me before... at least not for right reasons... I cant explain the feeling that I feel right now... there are so many... Im mostly just... really happy. Im happy that... I found someone who shares the same feeling I have for them... I'm happy that I finally have someone to care for... nurture ( Read more... ) -
U rawk my sawks!
Im sittin here... Just..thinking..thinking...thinking... All about her... Its only been a week... Im so into her tho... I dont think its in me to be able to slow down... But it doesnt feel wrong... It feels so right. Someone once told me "You cant fall out of love until you find someone even better than the last" And I think I have... Everything ( Read more... ) -
OMFG
Omg, I cant believe Im sittin here cryin... Omg! Kim frustrates me so badly sometimes... For the last two or 3 weeks I've put up with all of the changes she's made in her life... Even when they had her excluding me in some kind of way. She made some friend... Didnt want to tell me who she was... and I put up with that. Then she started spending so ( Read more... ) -
The Izzle
Ok... So I need time to sit and sort my thoughts out for a moment. Now... Kim is in NC... I love her. I love her so much... But I cant have her and I've accepted that. That doesnt mean my feelings have changed... I just need to direct that attention else where... Which brings me back to my last journal entry ( Read more... ) -
UGH
Ugh, too much junk in one day ( Read more... ) -
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I wanted to write... but i cant... my emotions are conflicting... frustrating me... they are too much... words can not express the way im feeling right now. I feel mental... .thats how she always makes me feel. How can u toy with someone in such a way... a way that is so disturbing and wretched... I just want to scream. I always want to scream when ( Read more... ) -
Weezer-Hold me
I am... terrified of all things ( Read more... ) -
1:37am
Im sittin here... She's still on my mind... I wanna be where she is... Juss look at her... Hear her voice right in my ear... and not through a reciever...I dont know why im feeling so strongly about her tonight... Its not even about sex... I just want to lie next to her... Have her hold me... Talk all night... Fall asleep in her arms ( Read more... ) -
Starting...anew
Well... I've had a journal on here for... 3 years now... But that portion of my life is over... so i felt like it was time to start something new ( Read more... )