so im sitting at the business center of this hotel, sitting on an exceptionally uncomfortable stool, and since the whole thing is built in some whacked out "atrium" style that im sure was thought up in the 70's (as most ridiculous styles were) i can hear the law and order theme being blared from a tv in the lounge. which i dont mind at all. im in ( Read more... )

ugh, so i need to deal with so many things that have been going through my mind lately. im in the air so much that i rarely stop to think about things, but theyre always going on inside my mind. like text messages from an old friend on eighties night when they miss you. or your old bes friend dating you boyfriends roomate....something that ( Read more... )

wow....so yeah....lets review, shall we? i wouldnt even know where to start....my life has been completely and utterly upheaved in the last month and a half or so.... this time 30 days ago i was crashing at lauras place, dealing with pj's bullshit....working a crappy job, and feeling pretty damn hopeless about my life and myself....but something ( Read more... )

Hold the Phone

(Down for the count or just down on her luck?)

Another drink, another drag. Still awake at five.

Just searching for the nourishment to make her feel alive.

The bottom of a bottle, and another empty pack.

Didnt turn as he left that night, knew he wasnt looking back.

Purge, but cant get rid of this sickness
Binge, but can't find what ( Read more... )

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NYWings: yo, your landlord scared the shit outta me today ( Read more... )

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so i spent the whole day today cooking. mom acted as my prep chef, and more than once i had to chase her out of the ktichen with a spatula or some other kind of cooking implement. huge menu, 1 turkey, 8 side dishes, and 4 deserts. so i was doing that all day from the moment i awoke till just now....keeping very very busy. so after all the ( Read more... )

Its all about perspective kid...ya just have to keep in mind the enormous possibilities of your life as it stands now. at 2*... you have so much in front of you.... so many possible avenues you can take....don't underestimate yourself....never settle for second best.... never let yourself achieve any less than you are absolutely capable of...by ( Read more... )

so i planned on going out for a drive by myself, but ended up reaching some form of the clarity i was searching for over Pad Thai and some good conversation ( Read more... )