Wow I havent updated this in forever... Not that thats a abd thing but ya... Alot has happened in a f ew months and I dont know where to start... well i started high school for one and that was pretty cool... but alot of other things have happened to, maybe for the better. But today I have that stupid Village for band. and yesterday I got ( Read more... )

the Internet only brings on problems, but hey its still worth using. Me n Krysta n noelle might be goin to the beach next week so m all excited. and thiss weekend I might be able to finish painting my dance room. But the only bad part is that now i have to wait to get money to finish the floor. and buy the mirrors ( very expensive :/ ) and omg last ( Read more... )

Im wicked bored. But ne wyas brittanys party was wicked fun. noelle is such a poser. i dont wanna go to the sun room. what if the killer is out there? lol and it wasnt cool when you scared me when you guys came back in. that soooo wasnt kewl. lol guys suck... I want them all to die and burn and rot in hell so I dont have to deal with them. they are ( Read more... )

Why did i have to handle things the way i did?? I wish i could just go and turn back time and have him understand what I was going through without making everything go wrong. But I didnt. and i regret that so much. why?? why did i just H A V E T O?? I just really hope that he is understanding enough and gets what i was going through. Cause if he ( Read more... )

Why did i have to handle things the way i did?? I wish i could just go and turn back time and have him understand what I was going through without making everything go wrong. But I didnt. and i regret that so much. why?? why did i just H A V E T O?? I just really hope that he is understanding enough and gets what i was going through. Cause if he ( Read more... )

you've gotta hope that there's someone for you as strange as you are. who can cope with the things you do without trying too hard. cause you can bend the truth till it's suiting you. these things that you're wrapping all around you, you'll never know what they will amount to. if you're life is just going on without you. it's the end of the things ( Read more... )

Wow. Like recently I have been writing in my online journal alot lately. well its all for you guys out there to know whats going on in muh head. lol. alot of weird stuff has been going on lately. dont ask. no one wants ot know trust me. noelle knows not even half the story and she already thinks its messed. but ne ways. summerhas been wicked ( Read more... )

Omg. well if you went to my party you know who this is but if you dont then your very lucky. Patrick came over again today and he is such a bastard. He has no right to ask me to do fucking drugs or talk me like the way he does. He's just your everydau typical stoner. Only if he could be like he USE to be. Maybe then he wouldnt be such a prick. Me n ( Read more... )

I miss haning out with my friends everyday at school sooooo much. my god. And Becky wont call me, dont know why. But I wanna start practicing volleyball and I cant until she calls me and we make plans. and its wicked irritating just to sit here and wait. ugghhh. Any ways noelle found me this poem that kinda suits me but I dont like the up yours ( Read more... )

My room is coming along sooooo well. Actually right now im makinga copy of a beautiful sunset to be on my wall cause its oh so pretty. My walls are green [mint not forest] and the trim is lavendar. The floor is black with a green carpet and all my furnature is black along with my homemade curtains. And sometime this week I am getting a black ( Read more... )