Last night was Crazy.. i was suppose to go no a date with john  but that FELL through as soon as i got to drew's. Erin was being crazy the whole day from the start of her waking up, she was cranky.... and WITH erin if u dont notice she'll make sure you do... promise you that...well i get the house thinkin john's gonna be there waitin to go ( Read more... )

I hung out with drew and erin last night...
there's this kid john that likes me( supposly) and i asked drew if he was coming over and drew was all pissy last night and told me he wasnt coming....well he did and i was happy. john is so hot , but the whole night he talked about how he" wanted to get laid, it's been so long......" blah blah blah.. ( Read more... )

I know NO ONE reads this so it's bascically its just for me to vent out. And I KNOW everyones tired of my life but ill talk to myself from now on then

happy now?

I  FIND IT IRONIC THAT WHEN I READ my memories posted from a long time ago on here , on sunday , and i havent looked at them in so long, i see him that night... hOW DOES THAT HAPPEN?> ( Read more... )

Last night i had to work until 9 and then i went over to Loreto's house for his parrrtyyy,,,, i had alot of fun . for once...mitch was my party bitch.. love that kid.. seen Egor there and Bobby.. hot ass moth-----.. i want them both.i was kinda sad i missed lisa tho and my best half didnt show.. i ( Read more... )

I promise I'll change

maybe i wont be as harsh as u think i am.
maybe i wont be a physical as u think i act
maybe i cant wait forever but ill try for you
maybe i cant do all the things i'll  try but i promise for you i will at least try
maybe i cant hide in my fears anymore
maybe i cant trust anyone but it might take me a long time to , will you ( Read more... )

no one reply to these anyways except brit..
GOD CANT WAIT TO BE IN THE SAME HOUSE WITH HER

HOPEFULLY I DRINK

Yesturday all my friends told me where i stand in our friendships...we didnt have school and no one called me.. it's ok now i just understand what u guys really think of me...I had to work yesturday at 6 so before that i went to erin's cuz it seems like shes' the only one who really cares....well i got to work and something was happing to me and i ( Read more... )

I have to deal with the fact that he's leaving. and were wasting so much time by not talking more than we should , but i can say i do try, i call, i go to his house.. I TRY. ALOT~ i love him for how he makes me feel but then again i loved LOVED lenny for that too. and look where it got me ~ HEART ACHE AND POLICE~. i kno matt will never EVER turn ( Read more... )

I thought i had a chance for a real love and NOT get hurt in it but i was wrong. There's nothing i can do anymore to make him stay, he's going and im so happy for him but at the same time.. all my dreams of us are going with him too. He's the one guy that has never hurt meand look what ive done instead. hurt him millions of times.. As i look ( Read more... )

Last night football game was the shit . i seen alot of ppl i havent seen for a long time.. i had fun.but of course there alwasy the same few that piss me off.... i need to save my money... but i have to start with money before i can save any.. i DONT HAVE NONE<< NOTTA>>SHIT>>>NEANTTA>,,, i love samantha robin and ashley scott... i will sit between ( Read more... )