Im getting sicker and sicker... today i had no voice and it's kind of getting ridiulous...! Everything is kinda at a stand point right now. nothing good and nothing worth while is happing and it's discouraging..but that's how it always is around these parts. :?..I cut my hair tonight and i think it's to short but it had to happen because it's all ( Read more... )

I have to say this weekend was ok/alright... notihng exciting accepted ( Read more... )

love is being loved.. when im around u guys i feel that


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Today was the college fair at macomb.. and in a way it showed me alot about my friends.. and how grown apart we've really become... i know u guys wouldnt understand but it and nothing is the same..and i dont think it will ever be right , the same way again..
me and jesse talked alot about what's going on.. and we both feel the same way. tammy too.. ( Read more... )

Im so gald i got the computer back.. i hope someone missed me./ This weekend was super fun , went to erica house for my brother surprise bday party,, a lil early but hey who deosnt want to party all the time///left there and went with erin and drew to dave's house lived it up until six in the morning . watched saw , movie (SUCKED) sunday went on my ( Read more... )

well this is the last time im writing in live journal for a long time.. because i have no privacy.. and my parnets read this now and want to put me in theapary...cant spell.. today was the worst day. after i left mcdonalds it all went down hill .. i cant believe what happen.. so i dunno maybe aim me ..breatheme1day

For the last 4 days i've been drunk.. Drunk to the point of where i dont know anything.drown out all my feeling ( well at least i thought it would work )..the first night i drank with tammy started it.. and then after that i just kept drinking and drinking.. i dont want to tell you what happen this weekend. lets just say i was disappointed once ( Read more... )

Ok thrusday night i hung out with tammy. and we got drunk with corey and justin... we came home cuz i was spending the night at her house and i get a call at like 1 in the morning.. OK LET ME START OVER that day i was hanging out with lenny and paula called and said that she was coming over drews house no matter what. if i was there or not. and ( Read more... )

SO tired of crying .. SO tired of getting hurt.. and no body understand me and nothing ever works out.. i dont feel like exsplain everything that happened in the last 48 hours. but like always she ruins everything.... i actually prayed last night , talk to god and all . and said to him to just make her disappear , get hit by a car... anything... to ( Read more... )

Im getting lenny into alot of drama when he's with me..he wants to protect me from anyone and everything and im having a lil problem with someone i wont mention but lenny wants to"take care of it" and it just scares me becuz i dont want him to get involved in anything and get hurt or end up worse.... he's my babyand yea know..but yesturday we hung ( Read more... )