i'm in this stage right now of my beautifully fucked up chemicalness where i feel alone. i hate when i get in this stage. because no matter who i talk to i still feel like shit. my dad talks to me but he always states the obvious. karl is not sympathetic. all my friends just tell me what i want to hear. lisa is the only person who makes me feel ( Read more... )

mothers day was great. haha. karl woke me up with a mothers day song he wrote for me. i told him that i didn't want him to buy me anything instead i wanted something from the heart. hahaha so he writes me this mothers day song. i cant even remember the words but it was hilarious ( Read more... )

i havn't posted in awhile. not because nothing is going on. mostly because i've been non motivated. i do however like reading everyone elses entries .so thanks for keeping them updated . they give me something to do . other then watch karl play his stupid game!!! haha ( Read more... )

sorry i didn't call or come over this morning kayla..it's 5 and i just got out of bed. i'm so hungover i want to ralf but my body just wants me to be miserable and hold it in!..ughhhhh...
i did however have a great ass fukkin time last night!!
i'll def. being going again next week!!
<3

i went to the dr. today..she put me on 3 different meds for my bladder infection. i guess it was alot worse then i thought. apparantly one of the meds is going to turn my pee a bright orange. you know orange is my favorite color..haha ( Read more... )

my gina is broke....i have a blatter infection and it is killing me!! it's the first one i've ever had and it hurts soooooo bad!!!!
i'm gonna get it fixed today.
i am

i had such an amazing weekend with karl. we ended up in erie pa. we went to the casino and we had such a blast!! i was having such amazing luck till karl touched my machine and then it was downhill from there.!..ahha i'm really not in much of a mood to write tonight. just thought i would let everyone know where we ended up ( Read more... )

i'm so relieved sangina is gone!! america finally got it right..i didn't agree with blake being in the bottom 3 it should have been chris..however chris is from virgina and he mentioned something about the masacre at the end of his performance and shed some tears..and i think that was a smart descision on his part..although i do feel that it was ( Read more... )

it's not that i dont have anything interesting to say..i just havn't felt like writing. but i have been on reading everyone elses entries and with the exception of steph those have died down as well ( Read more... )

yesterday was just retched ( Read more... )