it's been months since i've posted. with a myspace and a facebook and a twitter (which i deleted with huuuuge enthusiasm) i am overwhelmed by online postings. i hardly find enough time to pee.(true i hold it for hours)(which i know is bad, but whatev. haha) so this may or maynot be my one posting of the year. i hardly doubt anyone reads this anyway ( Read more... )

since i've updated...and i'm gonna lay it all out ( Read more... )

I AM TOO POSITIVE TO BE DOUBTFUL.

TOO OPTIMISTIC TO BE FEARFUL.

AND TOO DETERMINED TO BE DEFEATED!!

i'm sad today.

i hardy write in my journal anymore. probably because there are so many outlets online for me to take my agressions out on. i am bored with lj. but not bored of reading others entries. jessica is really the only one writes anymore. even steph who would post multiples time in a day had slacked on her lj. and where the fuck is kayla!! huh kayla.. ( Read more... )

i have no drama in my life right now. which is a good thing. maybe just maybe. i'm finally becoming an adult. trivial little mishaps just aren't that big of a deal anymore ( Read more... )

EISLEY has a new album coming out AUGUST 14th. i'm sooooo excited i've heard samples of it and it's amazing!
the only thing that makes me a little sad is that if i want to see them on their first 4 month tour i will have to go to chicago on aug.7th. and i'm already going aug.10th. descisions... discisions...descisions ( Read more... )

i've basically fukkin had it with people this week. it seams that everyone i come into contact with is a fukkin douche..does no one believe in karma anymore? do people seriously think they can fukkin get away with being god damn idiots and i'm just gonna be like. wow you must be having a moment...nooooo FUCK THAT!!. seriously i'm gonna snap on the ( Read more... )

so i'm sitting here on my comp. typing away and i look over at karl..and he looks at me directly the eyes. and says " wow..you really are beautifull!" what a frikken dollll...

i'm pretty much thinking that right now i've got the sweetest man alive .
i love him

I had the worst anxiety atack ever today :( i guess the stress of life and all the things that go with it finally caught up with me. i called my dad and he was really worried about me so he sent my sister over. and he was right as usual. having her around really helped me not to focus on myself. sad how hearing other peoples problems can make you ( Read more... )