I've been listening to alot of people express their sadness about my brother moving to california..but i dont think anyones even close to the feeling of what my family is feeling. yet we're the happiest for him. an i think this is possibly because we know him better then anyone. i know all of tims smiles and all of tims faces. i can tell you his ( Read more... )

Is anyone doing anything fun for st.pats day!!!! i need to know...i dont want to go all the way to cleveland but if i have to i will..i have never sat home on st.pats day..and i'm not making an exception this year...so someone entertain me!!!!!!

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i'm so nervous today i have a job interview for a publishing company and i really want it...it would be a REAL job...finally!! i got my car all legalized today so thats a big stress lifted on my shoulders...i usually dread the b.m.v but this time it wasn't bad at all. i was in and out in like 30 min. thats pretty damn fabulous! NEVER HAPPENS .... ( Read more... )

i got a car today...i dont feel happy today...i should be able to write about it but then i'd have to make in private and i dont want to do that...if you want to know why i am so depressed you can call me...and if i can make it throug a sentence without bursting out in tears you might no why i feel like my stomach is coming out of my throat :(

sometimes i get a little depressed because since moving to canal fulton i feel like i've lost touch with some great friends. it's always nice when finally i get to make plans to do something. me and kayla made plans to go to kareokee wednesday night and i told her that she should invite stehphanie and renee.. (these girls are incredibly sweet and ( Read more... )

a couple days ago amii had asked me to attend an aa meeting with her for a research paper she has to do for sociology. i guess she didn't want to go alone. tonight was the meeting . i have been to an aa meeting before so i knew what to expect but before i was going because i had to attend one after i left rehab. basically they want you to attend ( Read more... )

thursday is my 26th birthday and i'm kind of depressed...i feel like i'm getting old and that scares me. there is still so much in my life that i feel that i should have accomplished up to this point. so many people my same age have progressed so much farther at this same stage in their lives and i cant help but be a little envious. my friend ( Read more... )

i'm a little sad i'm a little happy ...i'm bipolar get used to it ( Read more... )

i have so many random scattered thoughts right now. and i dont which one i want to start with first ( Read more... )