I wonder why nothing works out perfectly.
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I don't know what happened to openness & romance.
I suppose it's outdated.
I am happy.

I guess I expect too much?

"What are these voices outside love's open door
Make us throw off our contentment
And beg for something more?

I've been learning to live without you now
But I miss you sometimes
The more I ( Read more... )

I'M TIRED OF FEELING LIKE I AM NOT WORTH IT.
I AM TIRED OF BEING THE BAD GUY.
I AM TIRED OF ALWAYS FEELING LIKE SHIT.
I'M TIRED OF BEING THE ONE WHO IS THE PROBLEM.
I'M TIRED OF ALWAYS BEING WRONG.
I AM TIRED OF NEVER FEELING GOOD ENOUGH.
I'M TRIED OF BEING SICK OF IT.
AND I AM FUCKING TIRED.

Fuck you.
Fuck you and your expectations.

I wish the computer had a little animated "giving the bird" smiley.
But, I guess, that would be very not classy.

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It's funny how I have two blogs.
I think one is more honest and one is more contemplative, personally.
I'm not too certain on how I feel about that--
But I suppose it doesn't really matter.

It's funny that everyone around me is more or less coupled off.
Granted, I am half of a couple--but it's hardly the same.

I wish I could have that sort-of TV ( Read more... )

As I look back on my 13 year old "to do list," I feel an update is much needed. 5 years later and I am finally not so much a gooberegg (anymore).

finally, right?

things i've done, thing i haven't done

in no perticular order:

1. Learn to say no in certain situations
2. Date someone completly wrong for me
3. Get to know someone random
4. Become an ( Read more... )

Friendship can be a glass bitch.
Whatever.

i'm not enjoying life.

The Awakening sucks.
If Edna didn't commit suicide...
I would have.
She's too selfish for me.

So, after we finished The Awakening, my English class had a tea party to discuss the book.
The tea party had real tea cups and we drank herbal tea on the veranda and wore sun hats.
We had finger tip sandwiches & cookies & cakes & scones.
I had berry tea.
I ( Read more... )

If Hamlet hadn't have died
I would have killed him

I had my English paper handed back to me htis morning.
hahaha.
Yeah, the MLA margins weren't correct.
She refused to grade it.
hahahaha!

Aanyway
i dyed my hair brown


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