This evening I went to Haagen dazs with a couple of friends and we had sooooooo much fun!!! OMG it was sooo funny like we put ice cream in our water and Marko had a VIP Strip club card ["it's in front of the cage"] and even though he didn't have any ice cream Marko paid for us! lol wow fun. Oh and Me and Naz switching places for pics and spilling ( Read more... )

URGH URGH URGH URGH I CANT EXPRESS HOW FUCKING MAD I AM!!!!!!! Urgh ( Read more... )

"I lied at my very first confession ( Read more... )

It was really peaceful and quiet this evening. We put up our Christmas decoration and then my dad sat down and worked on the needlepoint, my cat curled up in her bed (which she never does) I was reading and my mom was sewing a mouth on my doll for a charity project [i'll explain in a minute] so it was really quiet and a perfect typical family, of ( Read more... )

URGH! im sooooooooooo frustrated just when im single, and Happy. someone comes along and totally messes everything up. He likes me but I dont like him enough to go out with him and all. and he says im different from other girls and he's also 2 years older. we're too alike for me, i think it'd be bad. my friends say go for it, my heart says no. and ( Read more... )

Boredom: the silent killer ( Read more... )

Put my mind to rest ( Read more... )

So you know, I had this boyfriend, but he only liked me for looks and i met him on msn through friends so when he finally saw me it was kinda bad. So let's start off saying me and a bunch of friends were going to meet these guys (including my now ex boyfriend) and so we did. It was awkward cuz like he sat by me but we didn't talk and so it was ( Read more... )

I had a really bad night 2 nights ago where I cried myself to sleep wondering if it would be worht it. And now I know it is. Last night I had a brief conversation with a guy named Gaston and he asked me out, we stayed up late texting each other (Including, I love you babe and I love you too and things like that) and everytime my phone vibrated my ( Read more... )

It was inevitable, I knew i'd freaking fall back into love with him. It was totally completely inevitable, I knew it all along but I couldn't avoid it, why did I open up to him? He knows my pain, everything about me now. But the hardest way to miss someone is to have them sitting right beside you and knowing you can't have them, and that's exactly ( Read more... )