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honestly i dont even know how i feel anymore. its kinda up down up down. i mean im doubting friendships, and i just dont know anymore. greece was nice i got back yesterday. this is a short post, but i just thought i'd let you know im still here, still alive, and that i dont know how i feel

It's been a while. Lots has happened, frankly i'm a little worse for wear, but it's good to be back here on my blog ( Read more... )

i have friends on the weekend. but come monday i'm all alone again ( Read more... )

everyone's running away when i need them most ( Read more... )

Cuts ( Read more... )

I'm so sick of everyone knowing something's wrong inside me, but no one trying to help me. People say i'm suicidal, but no one tries to help me. Not one person. No one tries to understand this hell i'm living in. I go to school and I can barely make it through the day. I fall apart too much and those who used to care, don't. I'm so tired of people ( Read more... )

I'm scared shitless right now because we saw hannibal rising. it was scary. And we went with Hamad and Gerard but they were being assholes so they sat far away. So then these 2 hot guys sat between them and us and were flirting with me and Courtney. And after Gerard lost his wallet so we were seaching for it and we found it, but the guys didn't say ( Read more... )

haha tonight was fun. Me and vicky went to meet gerard and hamad and gaston [i know huh? lol]. We hung out at starbucks and talked and had fun then we walked to mcdonalds lol and then the guys got meals, but we didn't so I ate all of gerard's fries. haha then we walked back and had an argument on how to say goodbye to girls, so hamad said, "Ok, I' ( Read more... )

I've been hanging in. Ingrid said yesterday she was proud of me for getting through the day. it was hard though. I don't know anymore, cept it turns out you can win frederic and simon back as friends with candy. lol. well i dunno. It's hard. i just want to go home. Or to marymount lol. Well, i dunno. Anyways I can't stop thinking boout the Hips ( Read more... )