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All The Little Things
So things are going good.... it seems my patience/perserverence in life is paying off a bit this week! (FINALLY!) Here's a little update ( Read more... ) -
Walking with Your Hand in Mine
Tonight I'm finally alone. All the visiting is done... the hugs given, the tears fallen, the laughs laughed, the golden conversations sparked and ignited and slowly banked once again... slumbering in wait for the next time it is lovingly stoked by the wit and presence of the people in my life who make me feel that Life is worthwhile ( Read more... ) -
I'm Okay.
Somehow... I'm okay.
I knew something wasn't right.... but I just didn't want to admit it. <*sad smile> <*sigh> Well, it's over now... and although sometimes I feel like just being nasty to him, at the same time he still kinda makes me chuckle with his silly, pointless jokes that I just have to kind of benignly smile at. I want to be angry, ( Read more... ) -
Over
Matt and I are over.
As he put it.... it's a "square peg trying to fit into a round hole".
<*bitter smile>
I got my one way ticket to Chicago on the 6th of December.
He only gave it 3 months. This guy that I thought I could trust... this one guy that I never thought I would lose faith in. <*sad> I'll always care about him.... there were a lot ( Read more... ) -
Loving to distraction
I love him so much ( Read more... ) -
See your doctor, folks....
can't say how much better I feel lately after visiting a doctor and getting an unknown infection taken care of that I didn't know I had (and working with them to head off a future problem that could arise).... starting to take regular vitamins and whatnot... and finding and going to visit a dermatologist with a good reputation and finally getting ( Read more... ) -
Email to Anu
This is an excerpt from an e-mail I sent to Anu tonight. It explains the things that have been going on in my head lately about my life and my relationship with Matt. It wasn't easy to write out, because its.... well... just because. Because I love him. But here it is... (copied and pasted, of course ( Read more... ) -
And the Other Half....
To Offset what I just posted ( Read more... ) -
Finding Oneself
So I'm part of a long lost love drama now ( Read more... ) -
The Crossroads, Once Again
Life is always changing, for everyone.... but for some reason... my life has always been on the crazier side. It's been full of mountain peaks, cliffs, valleys, pits, and crossroads. Some larger and scarier than others ( Read more... )