Its only 3 more days until my birthday....which equals nine. My favorite number ( Read more... )

When in the hospital, they asked me to write down my dreams on a green peice of paper. I turned it into a paper crane. Paper cranes make wonderful coping mechanisms ( Read more... )

My mother was walking the dog when the social worker turned to me in silence. She arched her brow and began to speak. I told her about the rape. I told her I didn't say no because I feared my life. I told her I let him do what he did to me because I feared death. I told her I didn't tell the police because he said he would harm my family. I told ( Read more... )

I jumped out of a moving car while in a heated fight with my mother. She grabbed all of my hair and was swerving, so I did the instinctual thing to do. I opened the door and jumped. My shoes fell off and smahed my knees against tar and ran. I ran for my life. I was hiding behind bushes, behind cars.. I just didnt want her to find me ( Read more... )

She opens the door, drenched in the somber smell of a bar and filthy cigarrettes ( Read more... )

Happy Holidays everyone ( Read more... )

I realized last night how much I love my Jeremy. He bought me tampons (something my own step-father refused to do). But not only did he buy me tampons, he bought me two so that I can secretly stash one away from my mother and sister. He works so hard in life, and sometimes I feel like I don't give him enough credit. He pratically runs the whole ( Read more... )

When I was younger, words used to offend me to the point of tears. I remember in 2nd grade Ryan Carpenter called me fat and three days later I ran into his class room (while it was still in session) and told everyone of what he did ( Read more... )

So Youngstown State University seems like the place for me.
Its the same as kent except its cheaper, closer to home, and smaller.
I'm happy.
:)

DICTIONARY OF WORDS ( Read more... )