Um, I know I said I wouldn't really post in this, but I have nowhere else to go.

[buttonfeind]

I don't really know what emotion I'm feeling, but it's really scary.
My head hurts.

oh, and Sandy and John are engaged.

I'm sad. (Oh, and it's definately not for them, by the way. Yay sandyjohn!)

I don't know what do do with myself becuase I feel like I'm underwater. Am I supposed to be engaged? What's going on? Will I ever marry? Do I really want to?

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[carbon_etcetera]

All these engagements have gotten me to thinking similar thoughts. Except it's a little different, because I'm not a college person yet. But it's ok. I'm not engaged. Anna's not engaged. Vicky's not engaged. Sylvia's not engaged. Coleman's not engaged. Even Nathan Cole's not engaged. (that's how our (my, Anna, Vicky and Sylvia's) conversation went the day I learned about the johnsandy engagement)

Anyway, Unklestiltskin's pretty cute in a slithery watery kind of way. And I'm not usually the biggest fan of slithery (although I have nothing against it), so that's a real compliment. He seems like a good little fella.

[carbon_etcetera]

PS also we realized that this year is abnormally full of engagements. So more would just be even more abnormal. So not being engaged is perfectly normal.

[touchthesky3]

I hope this doesn't count as quoting scripture at you...But I just wanted to say I have some of the same questions myself and it's a good thing that we both have so long to decide all that stuff, don't you think? As my sister always says so wisely and succinctly, "No pressure."

[buttonfeind]

A) by "quoting scripture" I meant the writings, and sayings like "thought from the understanding opens the eye" and all that jazz.
B) I do think. ...I do think that. I really don't want to get married until I'm out of college, reasonably debt-free, have a steady job, and own a nice apartment.
I guess I just find it odd when everyone else doesn't think like I do. Hahah, it's funny how silly that sounds, but how true it is.
abs.

[funny_story]

You know what I think? I think that the past couple, and by couple I mean 4 or so, years have been inexplicably riddled with unfortunate, sad, and scary events, and that I have been having the lovliest feeling recently of the sun coming out from behind the clouds. Something really good is going on in the spiritual world I think, and so now a lot of really GOOD things are happening, like people getting married. I know that isn't an answer to your distress, but the thought of it makes me feel generally good/not worried about life, so I thought I would throw it out there.
Wuvs.

[buttonfeind]

hey you're right. Last year around this time everybody was dying, and now everyone is getting married.
I'm totally up for that shift.
abs.

[anonymous]

I miss Unky.
-Dr. David

[buttonfeind]

wholy crabolie do I.
I miss Mr. Shoshi and is boyfriend Blue too.
abs.

It's okay

[anonymous]

It's up to the Lord.

P.S. The more you hate bitchiness, the better you are.

Re: It's okay

[buttonfeind]

What? Hahha, what does that even mean? (Not "It's up to the Lord", no no no, the "P.S.")