...about being unreahable. But it is 0:00 right now and louisa is doing her french homework and asking me how you say things in french when clearly i have no idea so here i am ( Read more... )

Hello again ( Read more... )

This must be a frequent-posting record ( Read more... )

I'm only writing this because Genai said she wouldn't reply until I did ( Read more... )

Oh, this is weird. I am actually updating this thing. Oh well, here goes nothing ( Read more... )

I haven't posted here in a while. If you want to know how I am really feeling, you should take a look at Genai's...who eerily took all the words from my mouth. But I feel all talked out, so here's a short summary of my life lately ( Read more... )

I've decided to stop stressing out about the things in my life that I can no longer control, and focus on the things that I still have some sway over. This seems so common sense, I don't know why it took me 19 years to realize. Just this morning I was running and I thought, "I don't really want to care about that anymore, because there is nothing I ( Read more... )

It feels like I've been away somewhere, but I haven't, I've just been at work a lot this week ( Read more... )

I have the flu. it's not very exciting, but i remembered that i hadn't updated in forever and this is the only thing i can think of. i hate being sick. but it's kind of nice because it's like psuedotumor cerebri except no headaches! except it's contagious so no one will go near me.
I will try to update more i just don't have very much to say.
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being home is good. temple is fine. I knew coming back wouldn't solve all my problems. In fact, it has really thrust me into my main problem, which is that I have absolutely no idea where i am going and what i am doing anymore. but that's good, because i need to face that to solve it. just for the moment i feel very confused.
- mallory