At Grant hall there's an "Important Meeting!" on thursday and I asked Carina what it was about and she said she couldn't tell me- no matter what.
I'm almost having a panic attack becuase last time this happened- it was becuase bruser died.

Help.

Edit:  So I had a major panic attack. It wasn't that I am so stupid as to not realize that of course they ( Read more... )

Telegrams were intense.
So was the afterparty.
I was talking with Melissa, Natalie, Eden LONGSTAFF (that's for you, eden), and Leslie dropped in. Anyway, Melissa made the good point that in the dorm, no matter what happened you had someone there, you could walk out into the hall and someone would be there to listen to you. Yes, this is optimistic, ( Read more... )

Well, I just feel like my mind wants to enter stuff into this bucket- so I will ( Read more... )

If you're a big enough ass, everyone else leaves you alone.

I don't know if I want that. But I am that.

Gar!
I had a really intense panic episode on sunday at bean hall/outside of it. It's complicated. And terrifying.
I'm tired of this whole panic disorder. It's taking over my life. I don't think I'm okay with that.
I hanged out with eden yesterday ( Read more... )

Funny, whenever I even look at a good fantasy movie with a bittersweet ending like Narnia I get a little sad that I can't be in a world like that actually.
I feel like I just want to be in a different world, where I am totally on top of everything, where I dont' need to maintian things, don't have to think about things, I just serve people and exist ( Read more... )

I wonder how many people think they're just drifting away, when really they're learning really important things and strengthening their characters, they just don't realize it ( Read more... )

Admit it, I'm good at finding weird things.
Exibit A:

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I gave Eden her bunny. Mollie took a picture of the two of them together- but hers wasn't finished yet and was without blanket and heart. For shame, for shame indeed ( Read more... )

Spring fling was on saturday. Swing dancing is really romantic ( Read more... )

Well, I would like someone to fancy for me, and me for them- as usual. Actually, not as usual, a lot of this year I was totally fine and even happy being by myself. I'm still pretty satisfied about it, but I wouldn't mind an interest.

Also, Dylan (Odhner) had been asking me to hang out a lot, which was weird. At first I was really confused, and ( Read more... )