I fucking hate it when people lie to me. It's one thing if they can hide it and I'd never know about it.. another if I find out ( Read more... )

Howdy folks I think it's about time for an update. It's Spring Break and I went down to Steve's for the weekend to show the baby to his family. They all welcomed her with open arms which was quite unexpected. I thought they would be somewhat mean to me but they were really great. Even Minga who I was told may say some aweful things was really ( Read more... )

This week has been so much better. I got an 84 on my test adn then the prof added 8 points to it(92). My gram is getting out of the hospital next week.. and my feb family b-day party is Sat at 7. but anyway.. that's all for now.. will prolly have more to say later lol

So I thought my birthday week would be great. Valentine's Day , My b-day, in the same week what could go wrong. Well I spent valentines day and my b-day alone because someone was sick and everyone else had better things to do. And my brother left on my birthday butI dind't go with them to see him off because I already had plans(grr).. Then ( Read more... )

Yeah so both days sucked not only did I not have a valentine I spent my birthday alone too well aside from the baby.. today I couldnt go to class because my babysitter is sick. What a sucky few days..But I did get some cool things for my b-day.. (all before) I got a tv and a roaster thing and some baking pans and $100. My dad is comin up on ( Read more... )

I feel so alone right now but that's the way it has to be I guess. It just wasn't right holding on to something when I'm not sure what I'm looking for or wanting. I'm also paraniod right now and I'm not really sure why.. but my dreams have been playing horrible tricks on me.. time will tell I guess. Life is scary at times and completely awful ( Read more... )

Ok so it's been a while.. but since last time things have increasingly goten beter and better ( Read more... )

Ok so my little princess decided to come out at 1244 am Dec 8th which was the day I was supposed to move into my apartment. So I've been doing it all at once ( Read more... )

Things are going very well right now.. I finally got into the apartment I've been waiting for for about a month. I can move in on Thursday as long as the baby doesn't come on that day. So excited to finally have a place to live!! I've been buying apt stuff and am very happy with the pan set I found. so I'm about set on dishes ( Read more... )

just some random thoughts poems I like and quotes by others ( Read more... )