Gave up ( Read more... )

"Love Is Not Enough ( Read more... )

Well I graduated.. and it was a really sucky day.. but today was the toughest day I've had in a long time ( Read more... )

Well untill today I was really happy. I actually loved him(still do)I convinced my friend to drive to rumford just to see him before I went to Kentucky because I didn't want it to be 3 weeks till I saw him ( Read more... )

When a girl misses u, she's afraid to see how your new girl looks, she's dreading the fact that ur not hers any more ( Read more... )

I feel so empty, hurt and lost.. it shouldn't be like this but it is.. the more I think the worse I feel and the worse I feel the more tears there are.. FUCK yep its decided.. the end of the captains with disappear tomorrow when Kayleigh is asleep.. you may consider me an alcoholic for that.. but it will co calm my nerve and have me in a fuck ( Read more... )

well scratch that last entry... it's kinda like the hokey pokey one sec your in n things are good... 2 secs later you're out again.. it's done.. time to move on I guess...

on with life.. and on goes the search for a good man

Well last night I had a fight with my boyfriend about the usual things and even ended things. But then I talked to one of his friends a lil and she made me feel better though she didn't say a whole lot. I guess I just got things out that I needed to say and was able to vent the way I needed to. In the end David and I ended up reconciling and ( Read more... )

I'm really not sure how to answer that question right now. I want to trust him and believe that he loves me and start over. But then I've been here before and found out the "friends" were actually one friend and a girl. And I will forever hate and be jealous of her.. but he chose and married her ( Read more... )

Well today was rather interesting. I tried to do right by so many people and I'm the one who gets hurt in the end ( Read more... )