So George is safe. He’s here, and has been for a few days. But I just don’t get it. I’m still really depressed about stuff, and he is upset because he doesn’t know what to do. It’s so sad, and I try to be happy, but in the back of my mind I feel that something is just wrong, or off. I mean, I am really happy that he is home, of course, but I’m ( Read more... )

Well, George has been home for about a day now, and he has never been happier. I swear, it was so adorable. He saw mw, and I saw him, and we both just lit up, it was so cute. And he got me the most beautiful gift I have ever seen. If I can, I’ll get pictures to show. And, like, he hugged me, and just wouldn’t let go. He was so happy, and sad. All ( Read more... )

I’m in a very good mood now. Last night, George called me and he is coming home. Tomorrow! I’m very happy. I haven’t been this happy since the last night we stayed together, just talking. That was nice, and now I can do it again. I really love that he’s coming home. He thought that I was going to be mad that he is, but I’m not. The army just wasn ( Read more... )

Joke me something awful just like kisses on the necks of "best friends ( Read more... )

I’m still really distraught about the stuff with George, and not hearing from him in a week. I’m really worried about my baby…I’m worried about me too. I’m slipping away again and there is only out there who can save me ( Read more... )

So, today I am going to my eye doctor and I’m hopefully getting out of this framed life with glasses, and get some contacts again. I miss wearing contacts. Also, me and Amanda are going to try to get a membership at the YMCA, because we just want to change ( Read more... )

I swear to god, my life is the worst. Last night was just so hard for me to fall asleep. All I could think about was George. I only kept thinking about the day he came to the school with Ashley, and remembering all those stories about it all, and everything. The ones he told me about going to the school to see me, and Ashley’s about how depressed ( Read more... )

I finally heard from George. First time in 2 weeks actually. It was terrible. I got two letters from him. The first one talked about how he was doing, which is good. It also talked about how he wasn’t mad at me for what had happened with Troy…just pissed off at him and that Troy is getting a “surprise” when he comes back home. Also, he misses me, ( Read more... )

I’m at work, and just a little bored. I actually just ordered 7 shirts from alloy.com, so at least ill have some clothes soon. And I’m going to go shopping for jeans now, so yeah. Guess I was just stopping by to say hey.

Well, this is oh so much fun. I got half-ish of my room painted…its used to be this now its this. No, its not black, just a very dark blue. Sorry, the best I can do…until I have pictures. I have been up since 9 am, minus a 1 and ½ nap at 11:30. So now, I’m just up, waiting for my touch up paint to dry, so that I can move my bed, and get the stuff ( Read more... )