ahh, iced tea.

oh shit oh shit...painted house essay!! totally forgot. couple of chapters...no sweat. darn...nilab doesn't get to read her speech. she was disappointed. =[ i can't believe this. my dad's not letting me go (or i think he's not letting me go) to alex's grad party..urrrgh...what, does he think i'll do drugs and gamble? it's so hard ( Read more... )

~ >comment about one memory you have with me and then put this in your journal and do the same < ~

i did not find the dress.

quote of the day : "he's on crack"

-matan gold on aaron alpert just being stupid

i am burning. probably because i just stepped out of hell.
people are fake. not everyone, but just some in general. people work so hard to create their image that they forget who they really are. and they're afraid to show their real personality so their so-called friends don't get so judgemental. so what if i'm not the the coolest person ever or i ( Read more... )

Remember when we took strolls through the park together, and you'd whisper in my ear

"I love you."

Remember when I was down and didn't have hope you'd whisper in my ear

"I love you."

And do you remember when I was too scared to let myself go...and all you needed to say was

"I love you."

and everything was right again.

I do.

It was a long time ( Read more... )

Last day of tutoring today...

Him: Hey, do you still like me?

Me: *Thinks* No.

Him: Oh. When were you planning on letting me know that you didn't anymore?

Me: Um...never, actually.

Him: Well don't you think that I would like to know when I would stop liking you - um..I mean don't you think I would want to know when you would stop liking me? ( Read more... )

ok well said i wouldn't update everyday because what i write doesn't really matter to anyone but...uh-huh.

on friday can anyone come to the movies? please comment if you wanna make plans.

oww i'm bleeding. today i got sour skittles. we won in volleyball again today and before i served, this guy named elmer on the opposing team goes: "hey look at ( Read more... )

ello. thank you alexandra for doing my layout as perfectly as it could get...and sorry if i took most of your time when you could be doing something else. i need to know how to do this kind of stuff for future el-jays.

from now on i'm only gonna talk about important stuff on my livejournal instead of just writing crap (unless i'm bored like right ( Read more... )

She sits alone in her room. Rocking back and forth...back and forth on the hardwood floor. She hears whispers, calling out her name. And she laughs at the world for continuing on. People running from life, tortured by their problems and waking up everyday, the voices of the dead ringing inside their head, "Welcome to Hell, hope you like your stay ( Read more... )

=>watching re-runs of friends. um can people tell me the truth of my graduation speech because a part of my wants to get picked...and stuff. but i don't know. because DENISE'S SPEECH WAS SO AWESOME. AND ANGELA'S TOOK MY BREATH AWAY. you guys are so good. man when de was reading hers i didnt wanna look at her because i was gonna cry. and i love you ( Read more... )

after you cut yourself, then what?

<*> ..:.. the smell of gradutation is near...boo-hoo. we're all gonna split up and go to different schools. portola is where i met my first real group of friends. and i'm gonna miss that. everyone. how angela always makes me smile. and leah always makes me giggle. and ana makes me think...and courtney brings the ( Read more... )