today was the first day i went to school this week. monday was labor day and tuesday and wednesday, school was closed due to weather conditions. so i went today, without being ready, without wanting to. the first half of the day was a masacre. it went terribly. i can't remember ever looking that shitty for school and being that upset. the ( Read more... )

i'm not wanting anything more than your love. i'd hold your hand for the rest of our lives if that was all you were comfortable with. i'd never do anything to hurt you out of spite, and if i did accidentally, i'd fix it right away. i love you for who and what you are, crazy as you may be. i don't expect the world from you, but i see the world in ( Read more... )

say goodbye.

forever.

"perfection isn't an ideal its a standard, baby you blow them out of the water, you fulfil all of my desires, you are perfection in all its splender, glowing in my eyes, when i can feel relaxed, be true to you and myself all in the same moment, i know im free, to feel you in my arms and know your hearts with mine, i can close my eyes and feel so ( Read more... )

everyone. just. stay. away. you're better off if you do. i'm not the one to be talking to right now. you wouldn't know me if you did.

slit my throat and call me dead

ergh i feel sick. today went alright. i slept a lot though, which isn't good most likely. i need to do some major work for my government class, and i've done shit. i've done a few worksheets and that's it. i need to get working in there. all my other classes are pretty caught up. i don't feel like going to school tomorrow. it's my birthday ( Read more... )

yay today was a great day. i spent half of it with bryce and we had lots of fun. we made each other jealous and he got upset because he said he was being an asshole it was so adorable, so i got in the backseat(we were with pat<3)and i hugged him and told him i wasn't mad at him and he was happy again. and he told me i'm all he thinks about and ( Read more... )

so everything is ok with me and bryce now. i ended up calling him at 2:00 in the morning and we started arguing and he said he needed space. then his phone cut off. so the next morning, his friend came over and offered to take me to his house. so i went. when i got there, he didn't say hi or anything. so then he thought i had gone outside and ( Read more... )

well. it's 11:15 and i still haven't heard from bryce. my heart feels so heavy. i called him and left him a message asking him to please call me and tell me he was alright. he didn't call, so i'm going to assume his phone is dead again, otherwise, i have a boyfriend that doesn't care whether i'm worried about him or not, and i really don't ( Read more... )