mk. so. today, me and mom got into it because apparently, i failed the last semester of geometry as well. ahh. she withdrew me today. or yesturday. i don't remember. but, i broke down and cried and told her why i acted the way i did, and she stopped yelling and hugged me and said we wouldn't talk about it anymore, that it was over and that ( Read more... )

tell me if this makes sense. i withdrew from school. in about 2 weeks, i'm starting home schooling. so i'm at home now, doing nothing. and my mom is making me go to sleep. wtf. and bryce can't stay over after 8. WTF.

i knew all that shit i had to go through and all those depressing times would pay off. now everything seems to be going well. i have bryce and i'm DEEPLY in love with him. my mom withdrew me from my school and i'm doing home schooling now, thank whoever. i feel so much more optimistic about everything. katie and me are so close, we get closer ( Read more... )

it's like 4:42. bryce is passed out on my bed and he has a show at 7 and he needs to practice :x i suppose they'll just have to wing it, haha. i told him he needed to wake up and go practice and he told me that the other guys in the band could lick his balls. i was like well then, you call them up and let them know that...anyways, the show is ( Read more... )

I'M IN LOVE WITH BRYCE

oh yah...one more thing...lee and britney are hanging out now! no, not that britney, this britney happens to be bryce's ex. how odd, we traded off. now the two people that fucked bryce and me over are going to get together, date, at least! they think we're psycho, and we think they're cruel bitches. haha. i love irony. i love it!

na na na na naaa...hrm. i'm really, really tired. i don't like going to sleep this early though, although i'm sure it would help with my getting up so late and all...-sings- how does it feeeell...to beee...different from meee...yah. today was nice, except for my ASSHOLE stepfather decided he'd try to be an authoritative figure to me, and that ( Read more... )

have you forgotten
everything that i wanted
do you forget it now?
you never got it
do you get it now?

i know i wanna run away
i know i wanna run away
run away
if only i could run away
if only i could run away
i told you what i wanted
i told you what i wanted
what i wanted
but i was forgotten
i won't be forgotten
never again

do you get it now?

today was nice. i slept until 2, hah. that was great. bryce came and got me. i keep falling in love with him. it's a bit frightening, but then when i look at it, i'm totally fearless. i want this to happen. i know we're on a long, long road now...we're going to be together a long time, it's obvious to the both of us. there was almost a ( Read more... )

wow. today went great, for the most part. bryce came and got me around 4 or so. we spent a lot of time together, then decided to go to the mall. we saw his ex there, and she saw he and i together for the first time. she started calling and leaving threatening messages and harassing him. he came over to my house and we just sat there and ( Read more... )