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In Case You're Worried
Everything about last night seems to have faded. Richard and pills helped. It was really scary though. -
The First Time Nothing Makes Sense
I quite suddenly feel like I am living a dream that I had a while ago ( Read more... ) -
Conclusion: Sleep Would Probably Be Better.
Not sure why I keep refreshing my Twitter and email like someone actually wants to talk to me.
Fuck man. Seven years I've been out of high school and I still just want the cool kids to like me, no matter how huge their jackassery. -
Suck
I feel alarmed, because this is the first time I've thought to myself "You are self-medicating."
Even worse, the rest of me replies with "So? I WANT the easy way. I'm not worth any real work. Fuck all of everything else... it's just tonight."
But what if it isn't. -
Washing My Hands of It
I feel really good!
Hey, you know what? I'm not the easiest person to live with. But talk to me rather than talking shit behind my back. Just that easy.
Cock on you all! -
Another Entry that Says: "Eat a Dick"
I wonder if I'm just being paranoid about this, but maybe this is one of those situations where you find out who your friends are. You know, like they're the ones who still talk to you without being prompted and aren't sitting there judging you without your side of the story.
I love my friends. I hate fair-weathers. So this is good. -
You're Probably Sick of this Shit But
Fuck I'm tired of everything. I'm tired of me. I'm tired of being nobody. I'm tired of HERE. I'm tired of being sick. I'm tired of being blocked. I'm tired of BITCHES WHO DON'T SAY SHIT TO MY MOTHERFUCKING FACE (seriously, how hard is that?). I'm tired of being so negative. I'm tired tired tired tired I hate this.
ok. over. -
To Summarize: Eat A Dick.
So. Because of reasons I am now fully aware of but do not wish to currently divulge (although I plan to one day, once I can get over the bullshittiness of it all) I am now staying with my parents once again ( Read more... ) -
Happy Birthday to Me
I am 23.
That is seven years older than my older brother.
It's a strange feeling. I think that it has become relatively minor compared to other issues.
But, as many people fail to understand, it is hard to tell with grief...