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Breakfast.
It has come to my attention that my brain requires a massive amount of reorganizing. There has been so much I have regarded as absent since the beginning of the year that has disturbed and frightened me even as relief over their disappearance overwhelmed me. I did not notice the profound excess I now sense in myself - a house too large for it's ( Read more... ) -
Story Time
Ah so. It is the first night in over a month I am awake non-voluntarily. This, as you must know by now, is a big deal. To sleep, for me, is that often unattainable wonder. Yet here I've been snoozing away, dreaming, comfortable, like a happy chick with normal brain chemistry. Speaking of happy. I promised you a story.
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Sometime Later.
Let me tell you a story sometime. -
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Which is the part of me I can trust? -
Bleh
Don't you hate those evenings when you seem to be the only one who is awake? Alive, even?
No one is awake except cats. -
Small Cat Favors.
I have not updated in a while. This is due to a number of circumstances beyond my control... and I suppose more than anything circumstances that were well within. Instead of an in-depth update on what exactly is going on... I am compelled to leave you with only this ( Read more... ) -
A Small Explaination for the Need for a Bigger Me
I want to be bigger because then it would mean that I took up more space ( Read more... ) -
More Random
Too hot outside
Breakdown in front of my dad
The cramps are actually comforting
Time to leave.
Last night I dreamed of vampires and time travel. And then I danced with them. Not the time travel. The vampires. They grabbed me and they danced with me, one by one, like I was nice to dance with. I like that idea. That I'm nice to dance with. -
Crap and a Half
How am I even going to do this. I really honestly wish I wasn't terrified. And not for the first time and totally not for the last I wish I was well enough to function like a real person so I wouldn't feel like I'm guaranteed to fail. I'm afraid to sleep and afraid to think. I have to get out of here. I can't deal with this shit and also deal with ( Read more... )