So it would be two weeks tomorrow since I got my license. That's kind of funny I think. Well, I don't drive to school every day, in fact today was only the second time that I've done it. Mrs. Bonesteel told me that there was nothing we could do with my computer today since I didn't have the glue sticks, so I left. As I was leaving I saw Clark and ( Read more... )

So now that everyone is finding out I guess it's ok to talk about it in here. Just about the only one who doesn't know is my dad. That's kinda funny isn't it. I just don't want him hurting me or Billy. I mean, if he's drunk when he finds out... he'd probably kill me. My Grandma's gunna be mad, but hell she was 16 too! I don't care, it's not like I ( Read more... )

On days that seem absolutely unbarable you're always comforted by someone. I had one of those days today. With the way I've been feeling lately and what I've gone through it's a little bit harder for me now, and I'm unfortunately a little more emotional. So it's no surprise that I bawled my eyes out when I threw up on the bus and everyone was ( Read more... )

I got sick from Billy and went home early on Wednesday, I've been stuck at home since then too. I wanted to go to the movies today but I think I got mom sick. So bleh, there goes that one. We were supposed to meet up with Renee, Dallas, Pam, and Eddie. It would've been interesting to see them all meet for the first time. lol ( Read more... )

Last night... my aunt died. She was 38, and she had cancer. I'm crying so hard right now. I can remember so much stuff. Every time I went over there she had tomato juice for me. And she loved to play with my hair. One time I was shoveling their driveway (while it was snowing and raining) so she made me come inside so that she could dry my hair and ( Read more... )

Oh man, I am finaly gifted enough to have the internet in my room. Wow, things are going really well for me right now. Let's hope I can possibly keep a good grade in Chemistry. I have it with Tiff, Brit P, and this really sweet sophmore who sits beside me. Another chick is in there who sits in front of me and at first I didn't think she liked me ( Read more... )

I'm probably driving down to Olney to go see my grandparents. I got to spend the whole weekend with Billy. We put new carpet in my room, and it looks so good now. He helped me a lot and I'm really glad that he was there for me. Yesterday we went to my grandma's house in Germantown and I drove down there too. I'm having fun with driving and all, I ( Read more... )

My cat has such pretty eyes. He's standing in the sun looking at me. If there was blue in his eye, I think he'd remind me of Jon. Right now, he's just reminging me of my bad boy kitty. lol. Sometimes, my mind wonders so far off... I think of dumb things like Billy cheating on me or hating me or something stupid like that. This year will hopefully ( Read more... )

I got my hair streaked red again yesterday. It looks damn good this time. I'm really happy. Billy's getting a truck! He's so happy! I'm happy for him too, but I feel really bad because I got pissy with him yesterday because I didn't care about that damn truck, I wanted him to be with me. Now I kinda wish that I hadn't freaked out so much. I wish ( Read more... )

I have two more Christmas days in my family. Isn't that great? lol. I had to go buy Billy more presents for one of the days. He got me a stereo for MY Jeep! Dad gave me the keys to it. Along with a little teddy bear that had a t shirt saying "A hug can turn your day around" and over hug dad put a piece of paper that said Jeep. He got drunk the ( Read more... )