i hope you need this now cuz i know i still do ( Read more... )

my whole life is a dark room. one. big. dark. room ( Read more... )

oh lordy. what a horrible week i've had. just horrible. so much drama. so much sickness. so much of just horrible crap i dont want to deal with ( Read more... )

you'll never know..i guess its too bad that everything we have is taken away ( Read more... )

i needed to update. so rite now i am updating. hope youre happy everyone. especially you meagan! ;) ugh. im so tired. i went to sleep at 4 in the morning last nite after talking to someone for a long time..heh heh. and my dad woke me up at 10 30 today. T.T it was the latest i went to bed this whole vacation and the earliest i woke up. xDD ( Read more... )

go to sleep late. wake up even later. get dressed and do make-up for no reason. sit at the computer and go online. go downstairs and sit on the couch. sit at the computer. sit on the couch. sit at the computer. go downstairs and eat. sit at the computer ( Read more... )

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my event today was that i had an ice cream and it was good. the end ( Read more... )

i sliced my finger tonite. blOOd ran out of my cut. juicy red blOOd. bright crimson blOOd. running down my finger. getting washed away into the shower drain. fading away. the taste of blOOd still in my mouth. it doesnt stop bleeding. my finger is scarred. my hand stained. the color of blOOd. x-X ( Read more... )

today is sunday. did you know? i sure did. cuz it was boring. however, i didnt stay at home all day like i usually do. no, today there is something to talk about ( Read more... )