i am looking forward to next monday. i cannot wait for monday to come. it will be a happy day for me. why? because HE returns. who is HE? yes, you guessed it. kyle. i woke up early today just to say goodbye to him. i got up and walked to his house about 10 this morning. gave him a gift and a hug and i wont see him for a week. so monday will be a ( Read more... )

update on the wedding situation. turns out that my dad doesnt even know about the wedding. kim has decided to bring it upon herself to plan a wedding in vegas in hopes my dad will agree to it..even tho he hasnt a clue. nice work kim. i bet he cant refuse now ( Read more... )

today was a shopping day. i didnt buy much..except for the COOLEST jacket in the whole world! i found it at hot topic the other day and i knew i had to get it! its a black zip up with a big skull on it and this really pretty grey design. its gorgeous. a little big but it will shrink like all hot topic clothes. haha. only 38$ too. and i still have ( Read more... )

wow. havent updated for awhile. not many people have. ha. ok for starters, today was my last day of summer school! i am officially free for the rest of the summer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! which now consists of two weeks..:( and from the ( Read more... )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMY!!! I LOVE YOU SOOO MUCH AND MISS YOU JUST AS MUCH!! ONLY 42! YER SO YOUNG! ;) HAVE A GOOD ONE!!! SEE YA TOMORROW HOPEFULLY! :)

i hate wasting my saturdays. i love having saturdays off but it sux when i have to waste them here, in my house, in front of my computer. i look half decent today. but no one will see me. i will go no where. i am alone as we speak. no one in the house. and absolutely nothing on tv. theres not even a single person i can talk to online. they are ( Read more... )

an update from me. its true. i update this thing all the time. . . in my head. i just never press the send button. but today, i did. and thus, this creation of an update is born. enjoy..[intro ( Read more... )

wow. the last couple of days (my 3 day weekend off from school) have been nothing but boredom. thursday was fun cuz we went to hurricane harbor and magic mountain. but then i had work. friday i had work. saturday i had work. sunday i had work. i do only work at night but i waste half my day sleeping and because of school, i am too tired and sore to ( Read more... )

wow. long time since an update. my apologies dear friends. especially to dear penny. i have updated now friend. i have updated ( Read more... )

i dont know whats wrong with me. ive been unhappy for a few days. i have a feeling of being incomplete. i dont know whats going on inside of me but im not happy. i just got done crying. i dont even know why. ive been alone in my house for a couple hours and for once, i hate it. i dont want to be alone. and im sick of school. at this point, i could ( Read more... )