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[bybo]

i was reading mary's journal and realized that while it wasn't about me, i had been guilty of the same things she was talking about. i have been the one that made promises and the one that broke them. I have talked of freindships that would last forever and love that would do the same. i never meant my words to be false. not once. i never

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[3babymama]

It is called life and if we live it, unfortunately sometimes, people get hurt.

do you?

[anonymous]

Do you still love her and miss her?

Re: do you?

[bybo]

of course i do. it would be a lie to say i don't. we had a lot of fun together. i just realize that i was trying to force something that was not supposed to be, that i did and do still love her but i am confident now that she was supposed to be with someone else. Someone that she wouldn't have to make so many sacrifices to be with, and that is a hard thing to say. i hate that i hurt her, and wish i could take all of it back and just leave the good stuff, but unfortunately that can't happen, so i will just continue to pray for God to heal her hurts and mine, and protect me from making the same mistakes again.