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i'm trying to figure out what to write. i haven't been on here in months but tons of things have happened in that time period. lets see, i ran for mayor of montgomery, built another loft, went to behold camp, tried to sell a few buildings, realized how much hair i'm losing, made new friends, lost touch with others ( Read more... )

every time i sit down to write a journal entry i get a few lines done then decide what i want to say isn't that great. i don't know if it is just that i don't have much to say or i just don't have any creative writing ability at that particular moment. something in me wants what i say to inspire people, push them to be better than they are, force ( Read more... )

after a nudge from someone i know i just finished reading rob bell's new book sex god. i am still trying to process all of the truths he sets out in it but overall it was one of those books that makes me think. he gives a description of lust that really hit home with me. he doesn't really talk about it in the old timey you will burn for having ( Read more... )

i've tried to write a journal entry for the last six or eight months and every time i start i just give up and decide against it. call it writers block, call it lack of something interesting to say or just call it being too busy, whatever it is i hope it is gone now. so much has changed since my last post that it would take me way too long to put ( Read more... )

Since the people around me seem to be pushing me towards finding "the one" and to be honest i wouldn't mind either, i will post my girlfriend application ( Read more... )

i was informed that i hadn't posted in a long time and so i guess it is time. since the last post, i have withdrawn from school, started and stopped a relationship, seen the biscuits win the southern league championship, met lots of new people, and watched the lofts really start to come together. the financing has been approved finally and i ( Read more... )

so tonight i cried ( Read more... )

i realized something tonight, i am tired of doing everything by myself. 8 baseball games, four movies, all my meals, pretty much everything i do, i do by myself, i'm tired of it. i hear about people having all these friends, and always doing stuff together, is that true or does everybody feel like they don't fit in no matter what group they are ( Read more... )

i wish i could get a gag order on my clients. the lady that i am trying to find a house for has probably run her mouth to the point that the seller isn't going to fix anything. i wish her husband hadn't gone out of town, now all she has time to do is call me and yell and call the seller and yell. oh well ( Read more... )