an explanation of my teenage drama

[byeileen]

on friday afternoon i broke down. i sat in finite and i stared at the book and i thought none of this matters, its all pointless, i vaguely dislike everyone surrounding me, and this all looks fake like it doesnt really exist

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azia darling

[byeileen]

im sorry, i honestly dont want to snap back at you.. but this is some pretty underhanded bs.. if you dont want to be rude.. dont give me the "look how everybody is fed up with you" speech. and honestly. i just posted the events of the past few days on my journal, it not a public service announcement. and please dont use the problems you have to try and justify why everyone else's mean nothing. if youre going to do that. dont try so hard to hide them. i dont want to kill myself for this. thats ridiuclous. im pissed about this. im pissed adam would tell me repeatedly to kill myself. and as i thought i had made clear over and over again i have no intentions of commiting suicide, nor did i ever, nor did i attribute my feelings to any specific cause but my own understaning. furthermore, you brought up a very good point azia. we all have skeletons. frankly, you know shit about my life and what ive dealt wiht myself.. so how can you hypocritically pass judgment on my "melodramatic" behavior, do you know what influences ive had in the past?

i think i forgot to mention

[byeileen]

that while yes, smokign is an awful habit, and i loathe myself for getting caught up in it

[clock4aheart]

i thought you didnt even really smoke...you just stole that pack you had from the play and you smoke when other people have cigarettes...thats what you told me.
you shouldnt spend all this time arguing. if you want to smoke, do it,. if not, dont.
hope i could help
sam

[sirenofstyx]

Now kids... lets stop all this argueing before someone says something worse than has already been said... ok?

[clock4aheart]

why was there no stopping when i was being called a convicted felon and a whore and what not...ah. we should all stop. life isnt meant to be wasted on fighting. we have so little time. enjoy it. smoke a couple cigs. enjoy. relax. remember when i invited you out to smoke. i didnt even mention us being friends. its just about moments. life is a series of moments we have to enjoy ourselves

[sirenofstyx]

To Kiss!!!

[anonymous]

laladida
eileen
is mean
ladadida.

ladadida
and doesnt have any friends.
because she wont need them in a year and a half.
ladadida.

ladadida
bye bye, good luck with your future livejournal career.
and your friends. who you will make hate you and move on again.
ladadida.

thanks for coming out.

[sirenofstyx]

WTF?? hahahahahaha

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