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So here I am
I was just looking at Christian blogging sites. The reason I'm on here and not there is because I hate the idea of being judged and ostracised for being honest about my feelings. What is wrong with us?
I bought a book some time ago called "No Perfect People Allowed". I think I'll read it. -
Overshares
I must be incredibly approachable or something, because people tell me things. And not just my peers. When I was in my late teens I would have people in their 40's telling me about their marriage problems, or about horrible things from their past that they had never told anyone. One of my mum's friends once confided to me that she had been raped ( Read more... ) -
Resentment
I allow myself to be manipulated by my sister. We all do. I deeply resent that. As much as I love her, I wish she'd just leave me alone. Is it wrong of me to feel that way?
My little sister, E. Middle child. She's always had issues. Now she lives in the same city as me and her issues, which she used to give to Mum to carry, have defaulted to me. She ( Read more... ) -
"Sorry to be a pain"
I just got a work email that started with that sentence.
If he was really sorry...... Oh like it makes any difference. I'm going to do it anyway.
I just spent some time looking through different LJ communities trying to find one where I might fit in. How can I catergorise my feelings? Maybe if I found a community called "my entire world is going to ( Read more... ) -
The meeting
We had the house meeting last night. I had been worried that it would end in a yelling match. I wish it had. I had assumed that the girls (A, K and T) would lie about all the gossiping, nastiness. It was so frustrating listening to them denying things I knew they had done, and not being able to prove it. We all move in the same social circles and ( Read more... ) -
Drama, drama, drama!
I live with four people around my age, all of whom I know from church (see previous entry) and all of whom are pastors kids. I thought this share housing thing would be fun, but I was clearly mistaken.
So apparently the other night one of the gang (hereafter known as the Accused) had a bunch of friends over watching a movie. At about 3am a guy we ( Read more... ) -
Me and my life
I'm very involved in my church. I work full time in admin for my denomination, share a house with people i know through church, all of my friends are church people. For my holiday time this year I went on a mission trip with my church. Everyone I know (except for my family), I know through church. My life calling is in my church. I love my ( Read more... )