there are free pianos on craigslist
and that as soon as i get an apartment, i am having one moved into it so i can once again play

there's a player piano (the kind that plays on it's own)at amvet's! it's an antique and you can also play it yourself. i want it i want it i want it!

i'm going to paint my new piano like there's no tomorrow!

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http://web.tickle.com

i always thought online i.q. tests were bullshit, but this one gave me the same score as the real one i took in 3rd grade. maybe this one's valid. not that i.q. means much to me but it's still fun.

my brother and i have the exact same i.q.

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we lost the apartment. i have no idea why or how.
he didn't even check any of our references. just called to say he decided to rent it to someone else.
what the fuck else can we do to improve our chances?
this is so frustrating!

this weekend i am taking the bus to my mother's house. she's paying for my ticket and offered to allow me to sleep on the futon in my old room (because i'll be without jen of course ( Read more... )

on the same street as the last one. it's better though. a 1 bedroom with washer and dryer in it, cable and broadband internet included in rent, electric heat, bigger backyard, nice landlords, still down the street from the beach and the T, $800/mo ( Read more... )

we didn't get the apartment:(

poetry is no place for a heart that's a whore and i'm young & i'm strong but i feel old & tired overfired and i've been poked & stoked it's all smoke, there's no more fire only desire for you, whoever you are for you, whoever you are you say my time here has been some sort of joke that i've been messing around some sort of incubating period for ( Read more... )