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Well Then....
Well we all know that Brandi and I want her back more than anything in this world....I still love her. And I have treated her like shit....I just wish I could turn back time because then I wouldnt have hurt her at all...we would still be together...Gawd I miss her sooo much. But also my real father kicked me out of his house! Yea he looked me in ( Read more... ) -
Well I feel like shit....
Okay...yes shes an awesome person and shes agreed to help me become a better person....but at the same time is seems that shes trying to erase me from her life from her memory. And I guess I understand...too many memory's, but, I'll never even think about erasing her from my life...shes done so much for me. She taught me how to love (then i go and ( Read more... ) -
all i can say....
all i can say is .....I miss *Her* you know who you are Brandi.... I love you. -
Well......
Well I'm getting this aweful feeling that I may never get Brandi back....and as long as shes happy then it's okay.....I've also come to notice I've giving up on pretty much everything. But oh well. I miss Brandi....and I still hope to have her back someday...she was my first true love. I love you Brandi Lynn, I truly do. -
do you....
do you ever notice that when you have no one you can talk to (about anything)you feel all cold and lonely inside???? I'm starting to realize this ( Read more... ) -
you ever....
You ever have those bad dreams where someone you love kills you...well yea those dreams are creepy. In my dream last night phreaking Brandi killed me.... and I wouldn't be surprised if she really felt like killing me. Jus thot I'd tell ya.... -
Well....
Well yea I've talked to a lot of people about what I should do.....they all say the same thing......"You should tell her how you feel"....what if she already knows how I feel?!? What do I do then? What if shes happy and I don't want to ruin her happyness?!? What if shes found someone better than I am? I don't want thurt her...ever again I'm sorry ( Read more... ) -
Mistake......
Have you ever felt like you've made the biggest mistake of your whole life??? Well that's how I feel right now...and I can write all about it because noone will ever read this. Well last week I broke up with Brandi, that there was the biggest mistake I have ever made. Have you ever heard the saying...you never know how much you truly love someone ( Read more... ) -
I hate it......!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I hate it when parents are half in the bag cuz they fight over the most retarded things in the world. I hope none of ya'lll have to go thru with that, but I'm sure some of you have and will go thru it so all I can say is don't be like me and jump into the middle of it. It's just not worth it....you risk getting hurt. Yea, so jus like walk away go ( Read more... ) -
Well
haha well i got a busy weekend in a couple weeks...ok friday the 25th my aunt heather, Brandi, and I are going out and looking at tux's for me for prom (not liking the idea of prom, but it'll make brandi happy and that what I live for, so I can put up with it for her). And then on the 26th (saturday) I have scheduled my drivers test (licence, not ( Read more... )