I have no one here because my love left this morning before I even woke up. She works 12 hours or something like that today.. so I'm alone.. bored.

Well... as of last wed., I had a good performance in a small ensemble setting. Tomorrow I perform as part of the chestnut brass coming to UNT and hopefully I'll do good there. Maybe things are turning around for me.

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It's a fuckin sham. That class has to be the worst class that I've ever taken. My attitude towards it is only exacerbated by the fact that I've gotten two C's for test grades. That's ludicrous. one a 79 another a 71. That pisses me off. I studied 3 or 4 hours total for the first test and I get a 79. I study double that for the second test ( Read more... )

so... it's 3 AM... I'm up cause relatives are in town, using my bed and I'm cold and without a blanket. I think I had 30 mins of sleep and now I'm really tired. I mean... I appreciate them coming into town and driving all this way, I just wish I had planned and bought another blanket. Maybe like 5 more blankets.. damn, I'm cold.

So I was just wundrin... if this has ever happened to anyone ( Read more... )

Well.... Maybe things are turning better for me in the music world. I think I impressed Kate. either that or it was so bad she didn't have any comment. Basically all she said was my rythm was off. Crunch eigth notes and sixteenth notes too much. Other than that I guess she was just impressed that I practiced. Usually I guess I never pratice ( Read more... )

I'm ready to kick some ass. I haven't had a fight my whole life. Not a serious fight... maybe some rough-housing, but never full on punches. I'm ready. I can feel energy in my hands, my fingers, my wrists. They're ready. Bring it, bitch ass motherfuckers, bring it.

yeah... so I think I'm depressed right now. I mean. I don't know. I just suck at music. I don't really suck, but I'm not good enough to make it. I don't even know if it's that ( Read more... )

I think this is the first week in a long time that I can truly say that I didn't really waste all that much time in front of the computer, or doing other shit. I really concentrated on school. That hasn't happened for a while and maybe I'm starting to get back in the swing of things. The problem is.. I didn't have enough time to do everything. ( Read more... )