Something is happening... I don't know what, but I know something is awry.

it's crazy how a song can seem to heal so much better than words

I mean... really, am I?

I've been wondering why my Julia is so sad. I just don't get it sometimes. Sometimes I think she focuses on the negative way to much. She didn't do well on her entrance exams, she didn't get the right dorm, I'm not with her. Now, I understand the last one totally. I miss her so much that I can't describe it in words, and maybe that's why she ( Read more... )

Wellll... After 20 years you'd think that I would've experienced everything there was as far as texas weather goes but I witnessed something that truly freaked me out today. I drove into dallas to fry's electronics. I go in for maybe 10 mins. I come out and it's dark. A lot darker than it was before. I start driving back and it's clear until I ( Read more... )

Yesterday my love left. I don't know how to feel. Before it was easy to me because there was only 4 hours difference. Easy enough to drive down and see her, then drive back if need be in the same day. now it's 30 hours away. I can't help her. I can't be there to protect her. I can't even freakin call her because the dorm didn't give her a ( Read more... )

wow... Debora came in to town from Brazil and I've forgotten just how much she talks. And Julia is in Kansas so I have no escape from the wrath of words. Debora wants to go to a club... no way I will, I don't see the point in clubs, unless you drink or you're single, or you have a significant other but want to stick it to him/her by picking up a ( Read more... )

been a while.. just thought I'd say howdy.

so I find out today that someone else I knew died. Josh Kielbasos (please let that be the right spelling). It's odd that I could have 2 people die that I know, a week and 1 day apart, on the same road (but not the same place on the road). I guess this one didn't effect me as much as Mark's because I didn't know him all that well.. I was in band ( Read more... )

I don't think anyone that really knows me knows how I truly feel about death. I usually don't tell anyone because I'd say 99% of my friends are god-fearing christians, and I'm not. It's hard for me to put myself in their shoes because I would totally think that God has had a reason for putting a person to death... so what the fuck was it? Ya ( Read more... )